Monday, March 16, 2009

A Time My World Changed V.3

Love Loss

She brought me into this world

So how could it not change me when she left

I was left her to grow

Into the best thing she’ll never see

I never imagined my mother would leave me

Especially not at age 15

Another year nearly over

Her birthday was on its way ready to bring the joy of 41

She was like my blanket at night

Putting me to sleep, reminding me she loved me

I wish I told her more

That I loved her more than anything

I had to watch her wilt away, like a tree losing its leaves

Her beautiful face changed from pink to pale

Before I had time to react I was at a funeral

All she is now is in my memories and nightmares

I was born, she was diagnosed with cancer

I grew, she wilted

My years passed with ease, she fought those same years with the strength of prey running from it’s killer

It was stalking her like a lion for years. It found its time to strike

She will never leave me

Her brown hair and blue eyes are always in my head

But I know she would want me to live as best I can

Till I see her golden face in heaven again.

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